6.19.16

still very hard to update these and actually put images up
it was father's day today
my niece's 6th birthday
the warriors game
i was a little mad at my pops today
it stinks since it's father's day
it's just that when i go home
to see him
it's always in the contect of being with my aunt and uncle
as a result
i just sit there
eat food
while he and my aunt & uncle talk in tagalog
language of my ancestors
almost forbidden drink to my tongue
i try sometimes to speak
but it's just so hard

any who
warriors lost
exciting game

my niece had a watermelon cake
traffic wasn't too bad

i had a good conversation with my cousin
i told her how i felt a lot of uncertainty in my life
how i want to be stable
and not in transitions

but she told me
life can't be still
because it's always changing
if life is ever still
that means
it's over

a lot for me to think about