7.3.16

Today was the first time I had been alone in a long time.
To be frank, I hated being alone yesterday.
Depression came back to visit me and wouldn't let me leave my bed.
I was able to go get groceries yesterday, but otherwise, I just sat there and watched episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist.
However, like I've learned in my last year at Berkeley, it's okay to have down days. These are days of recovery. I do think that the next time this happens though, I need to make it more of a self-care day where I actually do things that are a lot of fun for me. However, I'm not entirely sure what those fun things are. I didn't really want to skateboard yesterday, but I think it's because Skateboarding isn't as accessible as it used to be when I lived closer to UC Berkeley. 
As well, I think it's because my board isn't the best right now.