my ading and i went on a trip to sf to get out of the pressure cooker. partly cause i wanted to buy a pair shoes, but didn't buy them, but as well because it's important that i spend some quality time with my ading cause i'm graduating soon. it was nice. i've learned a lot in the past few days. i'm slowly but surely moving from suffering or the feeling to the idea of pain or being able to name my problem outloud. i actually just took down a poster that i put up in the summer time. my intent is to return in and be done. i'm not sure.
i've had some difficult focusing on my thesis today. i don't know why. i know that i need to get out of berkeley to be able to do work, but at the same time, I really needed to do work. I'm probably just gonna sleep. we'll see what happens with this thesis though.