i still can't believe grad is coming closer. more and more i don't want to do anything, but i know i need to finish everything. i finished the first full draft that i have of my thesis. but my poetry has been suffering and i'm already so tired. i hate the fact that as soon as i go home, i get tired when i sit on my bed. it's kind of a good thing though for self-care. i want to do well in my poetry class, but it's hard. i hate how the comments on them are a little way too harsh.