my initials are BA. stands for badass


Possible Snowday tomorrow. I'm Tired

I’ve been getting headaches a lot lately at work.

I don’t know what that means, but I don’t like getting headaches.

They kind of remind me that I’m mortal and that also my mom passed from a head related reason so I always get a bit nervous about that. It’s a sad thing to say, but if I live to 45, I live past my life expectancy. It’s kind of wild to think that way but it’s true. My parents are from the Philippines where living that long wasn’t really the norm. That’s why they have so many kids. My dad is 1 of 6 kids as evidence. The fact that whatever age my parents live up to is my expectancy is weird and a bit funny at the same time. I’m 24. That means, I’m only 21 years away from living to my life expectancy.

Ok morbid. Going away from that. But death is something to always be thinking about. Always that small fire underneath me saying, you need to do something.

But jeez, I’m tired. It’s my last week at The Fresh Air Fund and I volunteered to give every day this week to them. I also biked to work today

3 good things

Had a really good ride into work today. Was racing a guy. Got beat, but I almost had him to the turning point

Ate a lot of food today. I ate more than I have in awhile. I think that’s good. I’ve been trying to do a one day all veggie and then the next day mainly meat and then some veggies. It’s a good mix. One day to clean me out and the other day to fill myself a bit. So fasting and not fasting.

Tiredness. I’m really happy that I’m tired because I can probably just knock out after I take my dog out.

Anywho. It’s been a fun month. Every single week it’s kind of rough and good at the same time. Week by week, ups and downs. It’s exciting. It’s what I missed in the last 2 months of summer. I feel a bit burnt out again, but I’m still going to keep trying to do something at a minimal level.

Bradley Afroilan