Anger as a motivator. Wild how it works.
3 good things
People at work are very understanding about what’s going on with Auntie
Feeling motivated again to create
There was a lot of work to do today :D
Went back to work and there was a lot to do today. I was pretty happy because there was so much to do. I know that this seems to be the last few weeks here at EP+Co. I’ll miss the comfortable space that is there and also the fact that people were very nice about what’s going on with my Aunt.
I worked on my resume today and wrote a cover letter and applied to a few jobs. I know that the ones I applied to probably won’t get me anywhere, but it would be nice to see what I can get and what I have to tweak. It sucks that it has to be this way, but you know, anger has been a good motivator for me in the past.
It got me to Berkeley. It’s allowed me to create something every day. It reminds me that there’s so much more to work for. It reminds me that I have so much more to live for. Anger is sometimes a good emotion.
Recently, I’ve been saying that my anger is never validated from others. It’s true. So in this sense of using anger as my motivation, I’m finally validating the feelings that I’ve kept inside for so long.
Anger is often grief that has been kept quiet. Anger is this one emotion that is so powerful. However, I do have to be careful with it. Anger can also destroy. But in the mean time, I feel pretty good. I’m going to spend a little bit more time tonight just making whatever.